What is normal?
We perceive certain situations or conditions to be normal. That becomes a habit of being too. So when there is a variation it is either rejected by the system as some headache, irritation, or even the body shutting down with an illness.
I want you to be Normal, is what my loved ones used to tell me when I was disturbed or disranged. Everything is going to be normal and as before, is what I heard quite often. I know they are saying this with my best interest in mind or is it theirs? But in that disturbed and incomprehensible state, I couldn't take those words with compliance. Do I want to get back to the before was my biggest question. If I had enjoyed that “before” why did this state transpire? So is the “before” state that I want for myself. Maybe for the world, that is the best they knew of me and that is what they have habituated in seeing me as. I knew from the core that it was not the best of me. I was denying certain expressions of mine may be due to the habit of being so or because of certain conditioning of having perceived so.
All of us should be allowed to just be. Why allowed? Who are we to allow? That is the basic, isn't it?
